And finally, that dreams come true. We meet again after six months of suffering. Not just me but both of us feel the same, feel of losing, feel empty. Yeahh, it's just my conclusion. Kinda late for posting this since we're back exactly on December last year, but who cares?

I'm just hoping the best for us, for now and in the future. No more tears, just happy life. Because I see him in my future. I just see that and I can't explain it. Because love do not need a reason, we just.. love♥

It's been a month. I thank God for letting this happen to me. I thank Him for keeping me busy since a month. I thank Him for friends and family who stay beside me, cheering for me. I thank Him for meeting someone in my dream when I miss them. For everything I thank Him. Maybe He wants to remind me that everything happens for a reason, eventhough we may not understand but all we can do is keep believe. Have a faith that God's plan is beautiful in it's time. Maybe not now, but later. I believe that prayer can change us, that nothing is impossible. I hope so. Let everything be done according to Him.

Until we meet again~

I'm back, readers! :) I've spent my holiday in Jember and Batu hehe hem nothing special, I just visited Papuma Beach (finally!) in Jember :D Since my family loves beach, so we're excited to spent our time there :) In Batu, I visited Batu Wonderland, something like water park, but its too small to called water park. Too boring. Here some photos of my holiday, enjoy!

beautiful, right?

sun rise! :)

with aunt and mom. my skin is getting darker omg

nb: another photos are still on my aunt's SLR, wish can get it soon. I'll update this post later! See you on the next post, keep reading ;)

I warn you not to read this post. I just want to write about my feeling, and since my blog is the only my diary, I write it here, that's it.

I've warned you, right. I'm just starting my job as a college student last week and I'm like 'Oh, so this is the feeling'. You're forced to be independent. You're not student anymore, your lecturer wasn't care about you and you'll do everything to survive. It's harder than I thought, really. I'm so bad at making friends, I can't adapt easily, I need a time, a long time. The lesson? Ouh it's hard, since I took science in my high school and now the lesson become social lesson (except statistics). I should be responsible since this major was my choice, I KNOW. But still it's hard, tough. Spent my night with crying wasn't able to solve that problem but at least I feel relieved, just a little. Sharing with my friend about this also will not able to solve that problem but at least I feel cared, just a little. I'm really going crazy. I miss my high school, a lot. I miss how I was able to share everything with my close friends.

I MISS THEM. 

Hello readers! I'm back hahaha ~(‘▽’~) (~’▽’)~ I've done my orientation week as a new student in my new university, Widya Mandala Catholic University, majoring Communication. At first, I'm not too afraid about my university, because I have a friend with the same major with me, but he was accepted to another university and he left me :( So I'm kinda afraid of my orientation week because I have no one (´._.`). But fortunately, I have a friend from my junior high school and elementary school, I feel relieved, just a little. My orientation week was held from 30th July until 4th August and it's fun! haha The friends, tutor, even the lecturer was so noisy, loud, so hilarious! LOL =D We, from faculty of communication year 2012 has a yells, created by the tutors. We're different from another faculty :p

"A A A Arek fikom, A A A Arek fikom~

Arek fikom, arek fikom, arek fikom paling oke

masuk WM pilih fikom, fikom memang ciamik soro

Disini aku menuntut ilmu, masuk fikom mapingnya unyu-unyu

disini kami mengajak kamu bergembira dan bahagia selalu

A A A Arek fikom, A A A Arek fikom~

Arek fikom, arek fikom, arek fikom paling oke

masuk WM pilih fikom, fikom memang ciamik soro

Fikom~ ciamik ciamik soro AHU! "

croco team♥

my team-mate. They're so funny, noisy, gokil (?), and being with them bring laughter =D

our yells:

"Fikom fikom fikom fikomnya WM, fikom fikom fikom fikomnya WM

kami ini klompok buaya, hewan buas tapi slalu setia

klompok yang slalu kuat dan cerdik, memang kompak

Fikom fikom fikom fikomnya WM, fikom fikom fikom fikomnya WM

kami ini klompok buaya, klompok yang isinya anak yang gokil

klompok yang slalu ceria dan asik, oh senangnya

Buayaaa~ Go with the flow with the croco in here, HA HA HA!!"

Hello readers! haven't posted anything yet these days haha I'm too lazy to write and I didn't have any idea :p So I wanna share the song by Eric Benet, "still with you". The lyrics tells us that even though we're separated by distance, things that you must know is I'm still with you, watches over you, always. So sweet, right? Here is the lyrics :)

Hello readers! Back to my diary haha Yesterday I went to Tunjungan Plaza (TP) with some of my classmates. At first, I planned to go there with Icil, but because she want to fix some university stuff, finally I went TP with Momon. When we arrived there, eventually Valent, Tepho, Erika with her boyfriend, Sanny, Sukri, Dhendy and Felix was there too. So we decided to bought movies ticket. Originally we planned to watch Madagascar 3, but due to Sukri's offering, finally we watched Prometheus even we didn't know what the stories about. OMG. The film was so weird. And scary. And surprising. And so on. Spechless ._. I hate that surprising sound. The girls often covered their eyes with hand wkwk included me. When the films finished, Sukri didn't stop to say sorry to us, the girls. hahaha it's okay :p even he said 'next, let the girls choose the film. it's wiser' LOL wkwkwk 

Then we went to Solaria to fulfill our stomach ( actually the one who ate was me, Tepho, and Momon. The boys just bought ice tea. Erika bought Mango Smooth and Valent didn't buy anything). Next we went to Amazon, exactly went to the photobox. Unfortunately there was a problem with the photobox when it was printing, but the staff has fixed it and our photo came smoothly. Yah, our meeting ended here, around 7 p.m I went back with Momon and Tepho to McDonalds because my mom has waited for me. Thanks to you, guys :*

Hello readers! I'm back hehe Yesterday was so much fun. I met my classmates at school due to our graduation certificate problem. Although if only just a moment ( around 2 hours ) I'm glad to met them again. We were chattering and chattering, never run out of stories! haha I'm so excited :D Unfortunately I forgot to took some pictures with them, it's kinda pity :( But never mind, the important thing was I'm happy to meet them again :)

Today I went to school, to take care of memorial book. It has to distributed for 500 students on Friday. So I started my 'work' at 9 p.m with my friends Fanny, Nella, Oen and my home teacher, Ma'am Rita. We must insert 2 DVD into book, then insert the book into the box, which has photo and our name on it. First time I saw it, I think 'wow this is crazy! Each of student will get their box, it means that the memorial book was made special for each person.' So we 'worked' hard, in the sauna place haha so HOT! At 12 p.m I was picked up by my Mom, to picked up my sister at her school. Sorry for leaving :( It still 3 classes more to finish it. 

Today I was learnt about something. Your first impression will always different from the last. Someone who had good impression I thought, evidently she was bad! She can't appreciate all of my hard work. She doesn't know what is hard working means. Really, I'm so disappointed with her. Even my friend, feel the same like me. You know what I feel, right? I wanna punch her now grrr Really OMG I'm speechless .__. Suddenly I think 'Am I invisible?' :(

note: the person I'm mentioned not from the name above hehe so don't suspect them :p

although you may be hurt and bleeding now, a better day will come. Hard work will never betray you - Kang Gary 

I've watched Korean drama 'King 2 Heart' by Lee Seung Gi and Ha Ji Won. It tell a stories about politics, and romance between South Korea and North Korea. I have found a coincidental fact haha The Royal family, who have surname Lee, it's actually played by Korean actor and actress who have surname Lee too. Lee Sung Min as Lee Jae Gang, Lee Seung Gi as Lee Jae Ha, and Lee Yoon Ji as Lee Jae Shin. Even the producer have surname Lee too, Lee Jae Kyu. What a coincidence! :p I wanna shared the OST of this song, sang by K-will, titled My Love is Crying. I love K-will'song. OMG. His song actually knows the feeling that exist in your heart :'( This is the translation: 

 Stefanie.

Pink Energy: 

Pink is the color of universal love and compassion.

This is song by 2AM titled 'I wonder if you hurt like me'. It tells us about someone who's hurt. But people around him think that he's happy because he smiles every day. Who knows, that he's always think about his beloved, filled his thought with her, cried and live all day with a memories with her. Even when he sing, or watch tv, or when he meets with his friend, his mind is full of her. So pathetic :(

Hello readers! I'm back with song review hehe This is a song titled 'teardrops in the rain' by CN blue. It tells us about someone hoping their love to come back again. He knew that she wasn't feel the same like he do but he can't go on without her. All he can do is hoping everything back like it used to be. So sad :( Here is the lyric:

This is a song by 2AM titled 'I was wrong'. It tells us about love, actually stupid love, but most of people doing this. Someone thinks that he was wrong, he was played by a girl but he keeps going back to her. Although she breaks his heart, although he's hurt, although his heart in pain but he keeps repeating to her. And she's only playing with him. So heartless ☹