A Dreamer
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we just.. 
And finally, that dreams come true. We meet again after six months of suffering. Not just me but both of us feel the same, feel of losing, feel empty. Yeahh, it's just my conclusion. Kinda late for posting this since we're back exactly on December last year, but who cares?
I'm just hoping the best for us, for now and in the future. No more tears, just happy life. Because I see him in my future. I just see that and I can't explain it. Because love do not need a reason, we just.. love♥
memories
that's all I really have. thank you for still surviving in my brain J
when you.. "It's scary to find someone that makes you happy, you start giving them all your attention because they make you forget everything bad in your life. It all sounds great to have that someone, but it's scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away too when they go.." I admit that these quote were right, When you trust someone with all your heart, sometimes their mistake were never distracted you. When you trust them too much, you'll expect and end up being hurt, too much. When you trust them too much, sometimes we forgot that they just a human, just like us. Makes mistake, hurt us, because they have their ego, just like us. When you trust them too much, you'll give them all. 100% of you. And it's bad. When you trust them too much, they seem take all your happiness away when they go. When you trust them too much, you'll pray for them even they aren't with you anymore. It's kinda scary, right? Until we meet again 
It's been a month. I thank God for letting this happen to me. I thank Him for keeping me busy since a month. I thank Him for friends and family who stay beside me, cheering for me. I thank Him for meeting someone in my dream when I miss them. For everything I thank Him. Maybe He wants to remind me that everything happens for a reason, eventhough we may not understand but all we can do is keep believe. Have a faith that God's plan is beautiful in it's time. Maybe not now, but later. I believe that prayer can change us, that nothing is impossible. I hope so. Let everything be done according to Him.
Until we meet again~
Happy Birthday Dad!
Happy Birthday Daddy! Thanks for being the greatest man in my life :p Wish you nothing but the best. I love you! <3 p="">
Labels: :), birthday, family♥, random Beach vacation!
I'm back, readers! :) I've spent my holiday in Jember and Batu hehe hem nothing special, I just visited Papuma Beach (finally!) in Jember :D Since my family loves beach, so we're excited to spent our time there :) In Batu, I visited Batu Wonderland, something like water park, but its too small to called water park. Too boring. Here some photos of my holiday, enjoy!
Labels: :), family♥, holiday, mind, random just random post .jpg)
I warn you not to read this post. I just want to write about my feeling, and since my blog is the only my diary, I write it here, that's it.
I've warned you, right. I'm just starting my job as a college student last week and I'm like 'Oh, so this is the feeling'. You're forced to be independent. You're not student anymore, your lecturer wasn't care about you and you'll do everything to survive. It's harder than I thought, really. I'm so bad at making friends, I can't adapt easily, I need a time, a long time. The lesson? Ouh it's hard, since I took science in my high school and now the lesson become social lesson (except statistics). I should be responsible since this major was my choice, I KNOW. But still it's hard, tough. Spent my night with crying wasn't able to solve that problem but at least I feel relieved, just a little. Sharing with my friend about this also will not able to solve that problem but at least I feel cared, just a little. I'm really going crazy. I miss my high school, a lot. I miss how I was able to share everything with my close friends.
I MISS THEM. Labels: friends :), mind, random, university o-week!
Hello readers! I'm back hahaha ~(‘▽’~) (~’▽’)~ I've done my orientation week as a new student in my new university, Widya Mandala Catholic University, majoring Communication. At first, I'm not too afraid about my university, because I have a friend with the same major with me, but he was accepted to another university and he left me :( So I'm kinda afraid of my orientation week because I have no one (´._.`). But fortunately, I have a friend from my junior high school and elementary school, I feel relieved, just a little. My orientation week was held from 30th July until 4th August and it's fun! haha The friends, tutor, even the lecturer was so noisy, loud, so hilarious! LOL =D We, from faculty of communication year 2012 has a yells, created by the tutors. We're different from another faculty :p
"A A A Arek fikom, A A A Arek fikom~
Arek fikom, arek fikom, arek fikom paling oke
masuk WM pilih fikom, fikom memang ciamik soro
Disini aku menuntut ilmu, masuk fikom mapingnya unyu-unyu
disini kami mengajak kamu bergembira dan bahagia selalu
A A A Arek fikom, A A A Arek fikom~
Arek fikom, arek fikom, arek fikom paling oke
masuk WM pilih fikom, fikom memang ciamik soro
Fikom~ ciamik ciamik soro AHU! "
croco team♥
my team-mate. They're so funny, noisy, gokil (?), and being with them bring laughter =D
our yells:
"Fikom fikom fikom fikomnya WM, fikom fikom fikom fikomnya WM
kami ini klompok buaya, hewan buas tapi slalu setia
klompok yang slalu kuat dan cerdik, memang kompak
Fikom fikom fikom fikomnya WM, fikom fikom fikom fikomnya WM
kami ini klompok buaya, klompok yang isinya anak yang gokil
klompok yang slalu ceria dan asik, oh senangnya
Buayaaa~ Go with the flow with the croco in here, HA HA HA!!"
And tomorrow I'll face my university life with new friends, new class, new lecturer. I hope everything will be alright and fun. I'll change myself from 'the one who is always shy and quiet' become 'the one who is noisy and courageous' Fighting (งˆ▽ˆ)ง
nb: sorry, my grammar was a mess
Labels: friends :), life, mind, random, university Still with you
Hello readers! haven't posted anything yet these days haha I'm too lazy to write and I didn't have any idea :p So I wanna share the song by Eric Benet, "still with you". The lyrics tells us that even though we're separated by distance, things that you must know is I'm still with you, watches over you, always. So sweet, right? Here is the lyrics :)
Heaven knows what you’ve been through
So much pain
Even though you can’t see
I’m not far away
We always say if one of us
Somehow went away
We’d light a candle and say a prayer
Know that love still remains
Close your eyes, go to sleep
Know my love is all around you
Dream in peace, when you wake
You will know I’m still with you
Live your life from this day on
And love again
I know you’d do the same for me
That’s the way that loves is supposed to be
Close your eyes, go to sleep
Know my love is all around you
Dream in peace, when you wake
You will know I’m still with you
When you fell those lonely teardrops
Rolling down your face
Just know my love watches over you
Always, always
Close your eyes, go to sleep
Know my love is all around you
Dream in peace, when you wake
You will know I’m still with you
I’m still with you
the real me 
Hello readers! haha I wanna share about personality quiz that I've taken from http://quizbox.com/ again. I have taken 2 quizzes and here is the result :
What others see from your style
You tend to be a gentle and pleasant person. You love nature and at least some of the arts, and derive great satisfaction from being helpful. You are stubborn and are not interested in wealth and power.
What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.
What others see from your ties
You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.
What others see from your belts
You are a lonely and demanding person. You are hardworking as well as intelligent, and can be passionate when in love.
What others see from your shoes
You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.
What others see from your earrings
You are attractive and unique. Wearing these sorts of earrings indicates that you are a romantic and easygoing person. You like to have people pleasing you, and your personality is bright and cheerful.
The last analysis
You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.
1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
Okay, It's mostly true again haha it's the power of personality quiz! You'll know what the real you are :P Just try it! it's fun hihi :P
personality quiz 
I got it from http://www.quizbox.com/ and I found it interesting. I answered the questions and tadaa, this is the results:
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
I think, everything it's true. But for 'confidence', I think i'm not that confident haha OMG I addicted with this quiz wkwk I have taken another quiz, I'll post it later :)
I'll shine 
Hello readers! hehe how's your day? pretty good, right? hehe Last 2
days, I went to Grandcity with Silvi, Icil, Tanesya andd Silvi's cousin
Natasha. I went there around 1 p.m with my sister, because she's want to take a
walk with her friends and her teacher. We just karaoke-ing, play-ing, actually
we wanna take a photo booth, but the price was so expensive OMG it's IDR 50k ._.
and I realized that we didn't take even a single photo, so sad :( That day was so fun!
Maybe that day will never come again, Silvi is going to Malaysia, and Icil is
going to Holland. But, I hope there will be another fun day again with them :)
Today was 18th of June. Wow, time flies so fast. Less than 2 months I
will face the university life. At first I was positive-thinking with the major
I choose. I choose Communication Majors. The reason? well, actually the reason
was I wanna increase my self confident because I'm less confident with myself,
I'm type of quiet and shy person haha But suddenly, a week ago I became afraid
of my own choice. What should I do now .__. I'm just afraid that I won't be
able to pass it through. Hiks :'( Need some support, really. I found this on Google:
stop being afraid of what could go wrong and think of what could go right
Okay I will ended my post here because actually I didn't have any idea
again haha see you on the next post! Byee ;)
Stefanie. Labels: dunno ==, friends :), mind, random bipolar 
Hello readers! I'm back hehe Yesterday was so much fun. I met my classmates at school due to our graduation certificate problem. Although if only just a moment ( around 2 hours ) I'm glad to met them again. We were chattering and chattering, never run out of stories! haha I'm so excited :D Unfortunately I forgot to took some pictures with them, it's kinda pity :( But never mind, the important thing was I'm happy to meet them again :)
Today I went to school, to take care of memorial book. It has to distributed for 500 students on Friday. So I started my 'work' at 9 p.m with my friends Fanny, Nella, Oen and my home teacher, Ma'am Rita. We must insert 2 DVD into book, then insert the book into the box, which has photo and our name on it. First time I saw it, I think 'wow this is crazy! Each of student will get their box, it means that the memorial book was made special for each person.' So we 'worked' hard, in the sauna place haha so HOT! At 12 p.m I was picked up by my Mom, to picked up my sister at her school. Sorry for leaving :( It still 3 classes more to finish it.
Today I was learnt about something. Your first impression will always different from the last. Someone who had good impression I thought, evidently she was bad! She can't appreciate all of my hard work. She doesn't know what is hard working means. Really, I'm so disappointed with her. Even my friend, feel the same like me. You know what I feel, right? I wanna punch her now grrr Really OMG I'm speechless .__. Suddenly I think 'Am I invisible?' :(
note: the person I'm mentioned not from the name above hehe so don't suspect them :p
although you may be hurt and bleeding now, a better day will come. Hard work will never betray you - Kang Gary
 Labels: friends :), mind, random dream 
Hello beloved readers! Annyeong ;) I’ve changed my blog’s
template. What do you think? It’s better or not? Hehe I love the color, pink!
The color just described me hehe Girly, feminine (not really haha), sensitive, quiet, childish :p I've searched on google and I found this :
Pink
Energy:
Pink is the color of universal love and compassion.
Emotional love of self
and others. Brings you in contact with your feelings of caring, tenderness,
self-worth and love, acceptance.
Heals grief and sadness.
Smoothes difficulties in both romantic and family relationships and assists
with self-esteem and self-love.
Pink suggests softness,
sweetness, innocence, youthfulness, tenderness, romance, nurturing, friendship,
femininity, soft and kind people. A pink carnation means "I will never
forget you.”
I love the butterfly too. I think the butterfly means our
dream, we can have a big dream just like a butterfly which fly high. If people who didn't have a talent, are not allowed to dream? The most important thing is
PASSION! Even though you didn’t have a talent, but you’re sincere, it’s more
valuable. Your dream makes who you are today, whom you will be J
Don’t let other people disturbing you, said that ‘your dream
just too high’ or ‘it will never be come true’ or something like that. They’re
only envy with you ( positive thinking! :D ). Let it be your motivation to
reach your dream.
So keep dreaming! And try to reach it. Remember, if you only
dreamt about something, will that be come true? Of course not! We’re also need
to hard working, right? For example if you wanna be rich. If you only dreaming
that you’ll be rich without working, can you get rich? Never. Dreaming with
working, it’s the best combination to reach your dream. Don’t forget to pray!
God can help us too ;)
Oh yea I wanna share about my page. It’s Korean clothing
business. Not really business I think, I just become reseller from my friend’s
bussines. But I hope I can experienced some bussiness. If you’re interested in,
you can see them here. Like it and see the album. Don’t forget to message me if
you wanna ask a question about the clothes, like the price, the material or
others. Thanks! :D
I almost forget haha today's color is yellow, it means Junho oppa solo performance in Budokan concert. Good luck and give your best, emperor!
화이팅 오빠♥ Labels: :), junho, mind, random untitled 
don't know what to do :P
Labels: random Fashion♥
Another fashion look here :) credit by looklet.com
 Secret Agent looks Dior sunglasses
Fifth avenue shoe repair tank top
Zadi&voltaire shirt
G-star raw shorts
Oroblu tights
Givenchy boots
drag the picture! 
from: Sheryl's ;) Labels: random Daydreaming! 
I've read a post on Pauline's blog and I found it interesting. She planned all about her wedding like gown, cake, shoes, song and flowers. So I'm gonna make my plan like her! :p Read more »
Fashion♥
Hey guys, lately I'd like to play dress up games. Check it out! ;)
Gothic looks
Neuw tank top
Diana orving blouse
Monroe necklace
American apparel tights
Urban outfitters shoulderbag
Pull & bear ring
Rita saardi bracelet
Hugo boss boots
What? 
I know everything happens for a reason, but sometimes I wish I knew what that reason was.
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Hello. My name is Stefanie Andreas. 20 years old this year. Not a girl, not yet a woman. Family is everything!
Stefanie
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